How many times have I been told
But now the stabbing pain covers my soul
The point of return has yet been burned
And reflects the anger and takes its hold

Drowning in seas of sorrow
I’m on my way, so hollow

You hear me screaming out your name
No repent from my sin
You see me falling down again
Set me free, I’m condemned

At dusk you fall asleep and I awake
I begin to leave but your soul I’ll take
The darkest path will lead you astray
You fear the soil drifts, don’t get lost along the way
I’ve been drowning my sorrow for long
And crawl up on your crucifix until I’m strong
My constant struggling, my self defense
The worth of life, my last chance

In times of despair but still no one really cares